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Why Quitting Never Helps

Its so easy to quit. Its so easy to say " I give up" "I dont want to move on ". I want to be lonely, away from the world, Sad, Disollute with no hope , no goals , no ambitions. To end your life mentally and for the external world be a " Jerk " . I am saying that because I been that. I am still being that. its been a year or so since i been like that. The reason? ... it seams some of the personal choices I made didnt suit my taste and in return hurted me to such a extent that I found no happiness anywhere else.

I used to love writing but then I gave it up. I loved to read but then I gave up that. I gave up on everything I liked. I wanted to be Noone with no existance with whome nobody cares about. And as luck as it I became that. Today I am in such a situation that I am a total Jerk to the world above. My girlfriend wants to run away with some other guy , My business partner thinks I am useless and unpredictable . My employees think I am the biggest asshole in the world What am I? I look to define this answer to myself but then I stay confused on my own entity.I realise that whatever thing or person I come in contact influences my brain in a way and it changes according to the surrounding. This change though should be temperory goes on to be permenant affecting my mental stature to such an extent that the object becomes the new life giving it a new lease of life thus shedding darkness on the past achievements. I would like to cite an example here. I used to love to write. I used to write about anything anything without bothering and I was pretty happy about it but then I had a friend called as Roohani who I asked to write for me.. She wrote good articles 3 of them... Though she had a good writing her taste was different and after 3 articles, she took the writing to her own blog. Now the problem what happened is I got handicapped with the free content she was providing that I lost interest in writing anything else because I thought what i can write about? She had written so good that I became confused that I couldnt go back to writing what I wanted to ( Crap Inc). I gave up writing totally. I liked to read then I read some boring book that I gave up reading. What bores me I give up. I quit. I quit living. I liked to hang out with chums who didn't understand the difference between a Dougnut and a Vada Pav . INow I am not blaming them but its just the surroundings that effected me so much that my language deteriorated with time. My hindi became so bad that Yesterday while talking to my girlfriends friend ..We had an issue where my girlfriends mom had come to know about me and Banished me from her kingdom ( I mean her life). So I was like

'Wo Uskey ma ka lafda yaar "

Now in a vulgur language lafda would stand for an affair. The girl was like Your language is so Vulgur what do u mean by lafda . I told her what i meant by lafda and I apologized to her 5 times and prayed to her not to tell my girlfriend about this. This is the situation I cant even talk So in one word I got what I achieved "Being pathetic "
I had quit on everything i loved for less beautiful things only because they were easy I got a straight forward reply tot his saying " Smelling shit is easy? Will you do that? " . I said No way.. Then why am I shitting over my life and not realising it. I had a thought on it and concluded that " Pain is temperory but Quitting lasts forever ". I had quit and Now I had to suffer the consequences. but then I think I have hope in me and I need to get back to the old things as they were begin the good old days. I been trying and its failing and I have to move on thats the only way I can survive . The question now doesent arise of Just surviving but the question comes here of quality of life . Right now Nobody wants to be Me? I am just a pathetic individual who is scared, lonely and the most important problem in me is LAZY. I am laziest man as far as I know about. I cant claim to be the laziest man in the world . Homer deserve the crown there but I may come a close second or third depending on the various statistics of mistakes and DOh!s in his life and my life together. The simpsons began in 1988 and I began in 1988... Same old story same old guy!

Crap is crap guys, Even if u mix one glass of sewage in a Barrel of wine its still sewage and even if u put one glass of wine in a barrell of sweage its still sewage. Grow up , life is more beautiful than we think and its time to enjoy the things you like and make the best out of it . I would like to end this beginning with a saying " My House is burned down But i can see the stars ". Life can change.. people can change... things can work out. Like will smith says to his son in the Persuit of Happyness " Dont let anyone tell you You cant do something, People cant do something themselves, they wanna tell you You cant do it. if you want something go Get it Period!... I am going to go get it. my goal once it was Google but then opening my own company killed that. Now the true goal which can be achieved through a corporation, My goal is to write a book I dont know about that or when I will do that but I will stay lie in the pursuit of it. With that in mind I am going for it.. The goal.. it may be long and it may be unachievable but i am ready to foresake anything for it.